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Old Nov 05, 2021, 04:50 AM
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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04 View Post
Yes, you sound a little mixed. How are you doing? I hope you feel better soon. Mixed is the worst.

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The thorazine is really helping out. I'm still irritable and haven't really eaten anything other than yogurt and Ensure in 3 days, but I haven't acted out aggressively since the pill bottle thing despite really wanting to.

I'm so freakin' tempted to get high though. I have 225 clean &sober days under my belt and I don't want to ruin it.

Yes, mixed is the worst.

Repeating to myself something I learned in group: "Embrace all feelings, guide all behaviors."
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