Hi guys it’s been quite a while. During the past 7.5 months that the GM transferred to another store, I was like a ticking time bomb waiting to go off at any moment. I seriously felt like I couldn’t handle ANYTHING. I desperately tried to save my sanity by texting him (GM) 3 weeks ago, “how you been?” Luckily, he replied and said good how are you. I was relieved.

However, my habit of yelling at people over every little thing has already been firmly established during those 7 months. Three weeks time period is not long enough to get rid of it. I yelled at people today and INSISTED on going home early, so they ended up saying ok go home.

PLUS, people around me burst my bubble saying that the GM is just being polite and he don’t really like me like he likes everyone else. Cuz why would he like me if I always been obsessed over him?

One customer was rude yesterday and today. I used web able to handle things like that but now I can’t.