I'm behind in my administrative tasks but still, have time to do them. I am so sleepy these days. I want to cut down my work hours to weekdays only. I will have to ask the management about this. I have only one day off a week, and it is getting to me. I do sleep a lot though and feel ok otherwise.

The room is going down and up still but it only bothers me when I focus on it. I try to distract myself. I don't think about it too much. I feel the room moving while I'm sleeping too though. It's really odd. I know it has something to do with the stones in my inner ears. I guess, I'm getting old and these stones are becoming insensitive to change in my position. I will go to the doctor once I can't manage to stand up or throw up. So far, it is just a minor problem.

Overall, I'm ok, not great, but ok. Life is not too bad. I am getting by and surviving on my own. I have really nothing to complain about. I was sick a few years back and could not take care of myself. Now, I'm on my own and doing ok. I don't know if it is a miracle or not. I just want to be on my own and know that I need to remain compliant. And, everything else is falling into place because of it. I am grateful for my stability, my situation, and my parents. They helped me when I was down and out and propped me on my feet again. I feel happy at times. And, I do feel blessed.