We just shared one of our major traumas in an email to our T. We're scare of how our T will react. We're scared of different parts finding out and feeling hurt.

We are also upset that the Fire inspectors need to come into our apartments in early December. We don't like anyone in our home, and we don't know if they will be wearing masks properly. There are too many antivaxxers and antimaskers out here, so when you require mask wearing, they will purposely wear it under their nose or so loose that it defeats the purpose.

We just ordered another air purifier, which will replace one that isn't working at its best. We figured that all the air purifiers will help when the 60-minute-or-less inspections are being conducted with the dirty inspectors' feet being all over my apartment as well as my storage unit down the hall. At least we'll have most things packed (as if we were moving, but we're not), and at least we will have double masks on (KN95 over an N95; I can walk a few miles and breathe in these double masks just fine for a period of 4 hours, if not longer, but it does get bothersome after 4 hours). There's no time frame, so it's anywhere between 8 a.m. and 6 p.m. There's no true way to air out the apartment, since there's only one window in the living room, but no windows anywhere else. It's almost like renting out a storage room loft instead of a true apartment. And it's way overpriced for us to have to deal with these inspections. I've never had to deal with these inspections at any of my previous apartments. It's so stupid out here. At least last year they put it off because of the pandemic. This year, they're acting as if the pandemic doesn't exist - and the entire state is still in a "crisis standards of care" status, meaning that most ICUs and hospital ER's are filled, so they will ask most emergency cases to be treated at home or in the parking lot or in some facility that isn't geared for emergency patients, thus spreading further staff infections, other communicable diseases, and more in otherwise sterile environments. It's sucks here!