Hi!

I think it can be completely normal (funny that I can be normal even though I'm crazy.

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According to my T, a lot of parts of me are stuck in time (I think from their age of trauma). She has said that she has talked to parts that only talked about "then". They had no concept of today. She said once she even asked about emailing but they didn't know what she was talking about because that word wasn't in their vocabulary because of the age and time they were stuck in. They apparently did not even know who she was. From what she has said, the abuse is going on "now" in those parts of my brain with no concept that we are grown up and relatively safe now. There can be healing though. Hang in there.
At least we are normal.