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I'm so sorry you are struggling. There is good support to be had here and I'm glad you are reaching out. You aren't alone. I'm glad you have a good T.

Can you call your pharmacist and tell them that you have lost your pills? I don't know if they can help or not, but might be worth a try. Or perhaps your Dr would have some sample drugs to help until you can get some more? Please take good care.