I didn’t wake up until 9am, I guess to make up for the hours of sleep I lost the night before. But now that I have I feel very upset. I feel very anxious (still), and I already feel like crying. I wish RS was staying home today but his uncle was already here ready to go to the car show so I didn’t want him to see me so upset. I feel very on edge. I feel like I need to get tf out of here. The last two days I’ve been too depressed/anxious to leave but today if I stay here I think I’ll go crazy. My son is with me so he’ll have to come, I want to go to the discount clothing store and he’ll hate it, but I’ll bribe him with going to five below afterwards. It’s a couple of stores down from the clothing store.

I actually don’t have any extra money to be buying anything but I’m desperate for more sweaters for work before it gets super cold. That’s why I’m going to check the discount store. I was going to go to the thrift store but it’s so crowded on Saturday I wouldn’t be able to handle it in my current state.

Ugh I want to tear my hair out. I think I’m going to try to read my book for awhile before I go out, I dunno if I can deal with driving right now.