We can only give so much of ourselves then to leave is the only option is for survival. With all the love and caring you have given your will always feel the guilt of “I should have done more”. However, now may be the time to turn and walk out the door. Your feelings for your mother will always remain but they will no longer rule your life as they do now.

No one should have to take verbal abuse from another, especially from another family member. The realization that she will not change has to hurt because she never reacts to the kindness you have shown her. You have given so much and received so little in exchange.

So my friend, open the door. Feel the warmth of the sun’s rays upon your skin. Take a deep breath of fresh air into your lungs. Open your eyes to the beauty and wonders around you. You have every right to feel good about yourself.

Take that first step on your journey towards the light. You have every right to live again.

(((((Nowhere)))))