perhaps [ I stress.].......RE; confoozed and VoNPD

that all our insecurities tend to lead us to seek /want perfection/admiration etc . which may give us recognition, approval, adoration, etc, but also may lead us to be expected of even more great and perfect things, and so on,and on,and on....
it is unreal and quite daunting a prospect, illusive and quite scary, the rational of this is put to the back of us, for fear of failure, thus creating a non creative loop of only so far must I cross-stich etc, in case of being horibly let down, and so on,

I hope this makes some sense to you,, as "even I can be wrong"- [ego, fear ]!!!! - so I am saying this with some "exuse" so that I then I TRY TO PREPARE my fear of failure and criticism /let-down etc, and therefore try to say this for fear of somebody else telling me that I got THIS wrong etc etc,, can you see the irony, we all fear failure of some sort!!-- i hope this helps,,,,try not to worry,, its not uncommen, try to have faith knowng that there is NO perfect Mother, Father, Poet, Musician, Actress, Therapist, Artist etc,,,

no perfect human being at all.....you are doing good things, thats what counts,,

best wishes

have an imperfect day....we're all good at that!!

alevin