We had a argument last night about me taking my meds and them not working and all of the treatment I go for, well lets just say the night ended with hurtful words and all of my pills being thrown out. Apparently I can control my bipolar and depression and cutting according to her. Easier said than done, she doesn't have to live like this. I know she is tired of putting up with my emotions, yes a while back about 5 yrs ago I had stop all my meds and I did fine for like 2 yrs then it came back full force not to mention when I do not take meds my SIing becomes worse because that is the only thing that I have to relieve my pain and tension. Any suggestions?? I am totally lost