I am SO aggravated. I woke up like this. Last night I was wide awake at 10:30 and while that’s not late I could definitely tell it would be a sleepless night if I didn’t take preventative action so I begrudgingly too seroquel. I was worried I wouldn’t wake up till very late in the AM and be exhausted all day but I woke up at 7:45 and I’m not tired.
My son begged for ihop and I hate the ihop near us but I ordered to go but they left out half the order, so I agreed to go BACK. But by the time I got there it looked like a hundred more orders had come in. I tried to wait but after 15 minutes I couldn’t take the noise in the waiting area so forget it, take my $5.
RS can tell I’m not ok but I didn’t want him to feel bad and stay home from the truck show. He’s been trying to go to this one for two months. The first one was rained out and then they rescheduled for our wedding day so this is the first one he could make it to. And anyway I’d be even more agitated with him here because he hates sitting home anyway and I’d have to come up with something to do because apparently I am designated entertainment coordinator around here.
We have to go grocery shopping as my son oh so kindly keeps reminding me but I need to try to calm down before that because I don’t want to be very tense and angry and take it out on my son unintentionally.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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