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Originally Posted by Hashbrownn
I do this thing when im overwhelmed I dig my nail into my arm. I know that's how I avoid the emotions and mask it by a physical sensation. lately I found out when I'm very overwhelmed, digging in with nails cant not relieve anymore. And somehow in my mind I cant stop thinking about putting a needle in myslef to drain those emotions out.
P.S I have a very good protective mechanism since I have 0 pain tolerance. So when I tried it with a diabetic Lancet it was just too painful.
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I’m sorry that you are feeling overwhelmed and is struggling. I understand how you feel because I am struggling with self harming as well.
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