I lazed around in bed for a bit with my music. I then told my mom. She didn’t think it was a big deal. She doesn’t really get these med issues I get. I slammed down a Coke Zero for the caffeine and ate 2 Huevous rancheros. I took my blood pressure. It was normal besides a pulse of 107 which she said is me just getting worked up. I feel better after eating so I think I just needed a hot meal. Although I think I under counted my calories probably close to half. I forgot eggs have 70 calories each instead of 140. Most of what I ate was just eggs and salsa which basically have no calories and then a bit of beans. But I’m in no mood to eat anything else. I really just want to take the rest of my prescribed meds and crash all night. I don’t know if this the start of SAD for me or what. I’m having difficulty coming to terms with my therapist today. I just feel like even though we’re on the same age we’re on other planets. And I honestly don’t know how that will affect our relationship down the road. But yeah half an hour of lying down with music and then a bottle of Coke and a hot meal made me feel a lot better.