I can always tell that I am getting delusional when my eyes go out of focus. It's a sign I am becoming delusional. It's embarrassing for me. I am so consumed by my delusions. I used to think it was the medication that made my eyes go out of focus. But that's preposterous. Why would the medication make me more delusional? The medication is anti-psychosis. At least I have enough insight to realize these things now...