Would you believe it? A fourth missed appointment BY MY PSYCHIATRIST. I am a stickler for punctuality, I know but this is beyond ridiculous. Why schedule me for times when she can't seem to deliver? I give up. I can't even complain for another 30 minutes because the center doesn't open until 9am. I'm almost ready to just say screw this appointment, and sign me up with someone else. I keep up my end of the bargain, she hasn't, FOUR TIMES NOW. The issue is if I book an appointment with someone else today, she can't see me, despite missing my appointment. I really could have used her help today, because I'm not sure the new med is right for me. I'll just not take it. It's for anxiety and I'm sick and tired of trying anyway. I think I am just gonna tell them if she can't fit me in before 6pm like before, she can forget it today. Beyond that, there isn't another chance going to be given. That is, whether I see her or not today this WILL be the last time I see her. I can't believe this is legitimately happening...

EDIT: She was going to "squeeze me in" at 5:15PM tonight. I told them that is completely unacceptable and I want to see someone else. I deserve better than having to wait around all day because she missed an appointment. They worked with me and got me in with someone new tomorrow at 10:15. Let's pray that goes well.