I feel exactly the same. I feel like I do a good job cleaning, taking care of myself with exercising every single day, preparing good food correctly (I never eat out and no take-outs), try to be positive including thanking The Lord for good things He's done for me, and more good things to do for myself.

I should be the happiest man on earth because I'm healthy and have good amount of money to take care of me for a good while. But I can't seem to shake out of the doldrums. I feel guilty for feeling that way. I just recently retired unexpectedly from a job I had for 15 years. I felt bad for leaving that job but it had changed - becoming unbearable for me, when previously, I had loved that job. I don't miss going there now.

And recently I cancelled a trip at the eleventh hour when I had an anxiety attack and got thinking things through. I still feel bad that I did it. Now I have to try again to line up a place where I should move to that would cost less than where I live presently. I'm drawing a blank as to where I could move to. There are nice places I liked, but don't know anyone at these places.

So yes I am feeling stuck myself and I feel like I'm doing a great job at making that happen. So I don't know either.