I feel like I'm in this alone and I can't open up to anybody. My mom will think everything is an easy choice "just eat normal amounts at normal times and not puke after, it's that simple." My therapist thinks I'm cured because I ate yogurt. I tried telling my best friend too, but all she had to say was "don't try to lose weight."
I feel like this is a choice and I'm stupid or weak because I can't eat normally, but funny enough i don't think anyone else who struggles with an eating disorder is stupid or weak.
I need help. There just isn't any around.