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Old Nov 08, 2021, 07:10 PM
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Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
Don't worry BB <3 You'll get better slowly and eventually. Don't hate yourself.. You're doing very good and are loved. I get you because I still have PTSD from the dissociation (DP/DR) and take the 10mg of olanzepine religiously every day at 5pm - I'm take it now..
I missed a couple doses of my meds over the past few days. Maybe that combined with too much caffeine today is just really messing with me. Or not. Idk. I feel like crying and have intrusive images in my mind of me hurting myself even though I don’t want that. I don’t even know why. I’m not going to do anything it’s just it sucks feeling like this tonight.
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
Desoxyn, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn