I hope you caught on that I was hypomanic last I called you and cancelled the appointment. My mom told me the mania was pretty obvious (to everyone but me), but all you got was a phone call of me laughing hysterically saying "f**K therapy." I'm sorry. You kinda deserve it though. At this point I'm just going to take out some books on ADHD, schizophrenia, PTSD, and eating disorders from the library and educate and then help myself. I'll still show up to therapy so I can get my meds and I'll be open and honest but don't expect me to take any advice you give.