I had three interviews yesterday back-to-back and I don't think they went all that great. I just cancelled an interview I had scheduled for today, that really was too much of a reach, so I backed out.

In the meantime, the toxic work environment has seeped into my entire being. It ruined my whole weekend, stressing about work and issues with my boss.

Then yesterday, I barely was able to complete a task I was asked to do by my boss, with a 1-day turnaround. I told her I had done the best I could with it and said maybe give it to the new strategists who may be able to do a better job than me.

I am SO burnt out there. I am trying to interview, but it's impossible. I am starting to have SI again. I feel completely stuck and hopeless - as though things will never change and I will be stuck in this miserable God forsaken environment forever.