I dissociate too much these days & have the 'nothing seems real' feeling, & often have the 'wish I could disappear' feeling. But at other times I can see a brighter future ahead of me. So I think to myself, maybe I'm just not there yet & later I'll be so glad I hung in there. So I'm trying really hard these days. I cry a lot. Then moments arrive with sunshine & I'm fine. I really look forward to those moments.
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot)
"Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller)
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