Luckily it’s possible for me to get one with surgery. I just have to figure out if that’s what I really want. Top surgery I wanted ever since I first got breasts when I was 10. But bottom surgery just takes a lot more thinking since there’s a ton more involved and very few doctors who can do the surgery.

I know they make protestics for trans men so they can pee standing up. They are call pee to stand packers. But I’ve heard they can make you look like you have an erection. I’ve been thinking its time I need to buy just a regular packer. But they are expensive and placement is everything with those as well.

I just pull down my hoodie a lot and hope that doesn’t draw attention as well.