@Mountaindewed. I am sending good thoughts and virtual hugs your way. I know how you feel, I've been there and done that. Hold yourself in compassion.

There is something going on, the police are here. I don't really know what it's about.

However, I went to the library and renewed my card, and took out books that address issues I need to heal and work on. I purchased a few books earlier but my money is limited right now. So I decided to take advantage of the library system and rent some books. One is a spiritual book. I'm excited to read them and begin learning! I am dedicated to this new approach to life. Also, when I was researching how to cope better with stress, reading books was recommended. So I am doing some multi-purposes here.