Feeling tired and irritable but well, that's not that untypical for me. lol I'm learning why I am irritable and angry and have hyper emotional reactions so I am learning to be more compassionate toward myself for being this way right now in life, and know I won't always be like this. My overreactions and emotionalism aren't who I really am, it's just how I am right now because of trauma. It doesn't help I have a headache/potential migraine. And it doesn't help I got up earlier than usual. I hate morning appointments because I take my thyroid supplement in the morning and I can't eat before I take it and I have to wait an hour to eat after taking it, so all that time I'm irritable from being hungry. And I can't have tea before or after either, so I'm irritable because I have to wait to have tea. And these places that want me to be in during the morning don't understand I sometimes have to wait hours because of that to eat anything and have tea. It's not something I can change it is what it is.
I have to leave and go to an appointment without tea and that sucks. I'm in a miserable mood this morning. I don't like anything that disrupts my morning routine, but I need to learn to be flexible because I am starting a job soon and may have to work in the morning.
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