My freakin' gynecologist that I saw one time could tell from that one appointment that I have an eating disorder while I've been seen at the same mental health center for two maybe even three years and they still haven't figured it out. They ask "do you eat?" and I say "yes," but they don't follow up with "how much?" or "what do you do afterwards?" but the minute you say you've had trouble sleeping it's "why haven't you gone back to the IBHU?"

I'm still in a pissy mood. I flipped out at my therapist today because she told me to tell my NP that I haven't been sleeping well and I just went off on I haven't slept well consistently since May and I always tell her that but she never does a frrking thing about it because there is nothing more that can be done! I've tried a million different things and I'm just not meant to sleep more than 5 hours a night. I really need to drop the propranolol though. My blood pressure is still low despite cutting my dose in 1/3 and it's definitely not dehydration causing it.

I'm going to try some of those things mentioned in the thread I started about agitation. I already got back into crocheting but I ran out of yarn so perhaps a Walmart run tomorrow if I can handle it.