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Old Nov 10, 2021, 07:17 PM
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
Having that kind of dissociated panic because I fear my apartment isn’t clean enough.

I guess I’ll watch some Pokémon and try to chill out
I'm sorry BB.. It must be really hard to be in that state of mind. I don't think you're on the right meds. I get this way sometimes - I'm a perfectionist but I know where the line is - I play mental tricks on myself such as staring at objects in their places, saying "I'm content with this - It's the best I can do" - Then a distraction. It's basically what you're doing I think.

In dissociation, I can't keep track of the objects so I stare at them and I don't even know what they are for or what their functions are. But olanzepine helped with that to prevent it from happening.

I had DP/DR dissociation 3-4 times this year which is nothing compared to last year. Hugs!
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic