As a photographer, I know an image is all about its design, angle, or perspective. Being a photographer is why I began to seek other perspectives or ways of looking at...everything. My life, my self, life beyond myself, my illnesses, society, spirituality, gender. Nothing is changing outside of me, but I am transforming within myself. Despite beginning the day irritable, the irritability ended after an hour. I had the usual annoyances today, I noticed I didn't blow up or overreact. Well, except at my computer but it's really a pain in the butt. Not at anything else. There were times I felt like going off with an emotional reaction or impulse, recognized it, and calmed down.
I feel like I can do this. I feel like I can change for the better.
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