I don' t know if this will help Buddy ,,, But sometimes if a peep is guilt tripping us ,,, >> and we decide to except that it is all our fault ,, we may go quiet and Dissappear into ourselves as a comfort zone ,,, and then just go through the motions of getting along ,, and all is alright .

But ya know ,, alot of what we go through in life ,, is a learning experience ,,>> I take like forever sometimes to learn .

So try not to beat yourself up to bad >...{{{{{ HUGS }}}}.