I called your office and said I needed an emergency appointment. Your receptionist said it was unlikely you had anything available but would check and she asked what was going on. I said my anxiety was out of control and I felt like I had so I’m seeing you through zoom tomorrow at 11. You are expensive but I got some money today I can use for my Thanksgiving trip and I didn’t have a copay at my doctors like I thought I would. I get really scary S thoughts almost every Saturday nights and it would be helpful to have someone to talk to on Friday since I haven’t gotten my blood work results back yet or heard back from my Pdoc. But you made some comment yesterday about a delayed reaction. So I don’t know if this is what I’m feeling today. But I will be honest with you about how those comments you made about me being “pretty” passable made me feel so we can discuss them.