This is like the anxiety that keeps on giving. To myself. I can’t shake it off no matter what I do or don’t do. What I take or don’t take. What I eat or what I don’t eat. I’m just at a complete loss right now on how to get rid of it I fear for my safety going into a mental health hospital. There are people out there in general in the world who want me dead just because I am transgender. And the people in mental health hospitals are not the most stable people in the world. I told my therapist exactly that yesterday and she looked kinda spooked and was all like “ok yeah then that won’t happen. We won’t do that.” But right now I’m not sure how to deal with things because I don’t know what’s wrong with me or what’s going on.