I'm trying not to take it personal and just see it as high turnovers in the clinic but this is my 5th therapist to quit in a year. I liked this one. She wasn't squishy, and could handle what I deal with. She didn't seem over her head with me. I don't want to start with a new t. They do a good job reading their notes but really. I'm irrationally scared to start with a new one. What if she doesn't take my Ed seriously, or my Sza freaks her out, or she thinks I should be more functional then I am? These are all valid concerns. I don't want to give another t a chance. I know that is the only way for my pdoc to know what is really going on. I'm just so done. I have to trust these people with everything and they can't even stick around. I'm just so defeated. I hate this.