I didn’t sleep well at all. Then I had sudden stomach issues this morning. I had a major freak out with my mom and I was like begging her to do something for my anxiety. And of course she has no idea what to do. We have already called the endocrinologist and went for labs and we have already left a message for my Pdoc. So I set up an extra therapy session. I had my hopefully last post op appointment which went decently but I’m still not completely healed even though it’s at the 6 week time frame. I’m just taking a longer time to heal. So I have another 2 weeks of restrictions. My anxiety somewhat calmed down after my appointment. Basically I think the most important think is getting my lab work results back and seeing what my endocrinologist can do for me. I think it’s an issue only he can fix. Because I feel like if 5 Valium aren’t working then there’s something bigger going on.

I mean even if I try something stupid like keep my boots on to prevent myself from getting comfortable so I won’t get tired that may help keep me awake. I don’t know. But I’ll try anything to stay awake later then last night.