2nd time this week the road's flooded. There's a drain between my driveway and the neighbor's that the town is supposed to keep clean but they never do (and neither do the neighbors when it floods their driveway worse than ours). It gets blocked in the fall from all the pine needles and leaves so the water just ponds. I caught it early this time but last time the water at the bottom of our driveway was 2ft deep. I was afraid of encountering Nessie.

I cried hard after my appointment. She made a bunch of suggestions and they would be great suggestions but I'm just not ready to recover. It took me forever to feel "done" with abusing drugs, but once I got there it was almost easy after the first week, sure I get urges here and there but I almost never have motivation to act on them. I am wired for self-destruction I'm; practically addicted to it.