I mentioned something to my doctor about treating me like anyone else and then he goes to my mom and says "What makes you think he really has schizophrenia?" - Why would he do that?
If he was seeing me years ago when I was paranoid and depressed af when I was on Abilify, reckless, impulsive, overdosing and did nothing all day, talking to no one without any awareness of anything - Didn't even shower - And now I'm doing all of these improvements...
My past means nothing. The reasons behind why I am the way I am in the present means nothing. People just love telling me what to do, how to think, what to feel. No one ever says that I'm doing good enough.
They don't care if I drop dead. People are selfish and stupid.
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