That was the first day the kitty appeared.

Im still not sure why i ever started or continued. I think i always had my answers. I just didnt want to believe them.

That is a very hard place for a 2 year old to be in!

This is a repeat but: I remember my ma being mean to me, and my telling her, just wait til my father gets home! We had recently removed a boarder from our home, so i asked my dad if we couldnt get rid of HER too. He was like no, shes part of the family. I didnt understand what that meant, but i knew i was effed.

Hmm - maybe thats how i felt, like i finally had the wherewithal to escape.

Eta - its like being in love. When you know, you know.