I’m kind of dizzy and light headed. I don’t feel worked up about anything. I was in a decent mood actually all day. I’m sure it’s not a big deal. I just now took my Geodon. I didn’t take anything extra today and I just stuck to my 3 Valium. I skipped my injection like I am supposed to. I’ve eaten today and I’ve had plenty to drink and not much caffeine at all. But yeah I just feel kinda off right now. And my family is over and they are ignoring me for some reason. Which I don’t really get. I just gave them my hotel room. I got my Cub Scout popcorn. It’s in a mediumish size plastic tub and it has nutrition info on it so I can actually eat it. Ugh I feel like I’m about to have a lot of stomach issues but I don’t know how to and not have everyone in the house know. But yeah I just feel like I took a bunch of crap again when I haven’t done that in days. Delayed reactions don’t happen like a week after an incident I don’t think.

I mean I feel like my family can be a bit more understanding since I had my mom text them on Thursday about the stuff that was going on so they knew when I saw them next that I wasn’t acting disinterested because I’m being an asshole, it’s because I’m not feeling good for ****ing medical reasons? Like give me a frigging break.