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Originally Posted by SprinkL3
I'm angry at so many people who betrayed me! I'm angry because I find it hard to be angry when I want to be, and then I wind up being angry at the wrong people or situations when don't want to be.
I'm angry about trauma-makers, trauma-starters, trauma-instigators. Trauma, trauma, trauma - is worse than drama, drama, drama!
My anger scares me sometimes. It's not who I want to be known for, nor is it something I want to feel.
I've been on the other end of anger, and that alone is traumatizing when physical harm is involved.
And that makes me angry. Being the victim of someone else's anger or hate makes me, in turn, become this angry person. I hate that. I want to wash all that off. I want it gone and away from me - far, far away!
It's hard to identify one singular event or person, because there were many.
And I'm angry about that, too.
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trauma is a lot worse than drama. ain't that the truth!. at least drama eventually settles down or at least, it will move on to someone else, or something else... trauma you're stuck with
their are lots of events I can think of (mainly with my mom) that I now need to live with for the rest of my life.
now, because of what she did to me, she is not allowed to see me. (orders from the court)
I now don't have a mom, and it really really sucks