Have you told the pdoc that you don't feel comfortable doing that? I often get afraid of how I'll react with no meds, too. I don't know what your diagnosis is or what the meds are for, but in my case, when I go off my meds, it is catastrophic. Anyway, I hope you can resolve this, if that's what you want to do. Sometimes it can be good to try going down on some meds. I don't know about going off of all meds though. It can be tricky.