I fell asleep at 8:40 last night and Woke up at 8am but I’m still so tired. I remember waking up at some point and grabbing RS, I think I said I had a bad dream but I don’t remember it if I did. I remember not being willing to let him go until I thought I was bothering him so I had to.

Same depression, irritability, and anxiety. I agreed to go to the arcade with my son since his birthday is next week and that’s his favorite thing to do. We walked in and I was immediately overwhelmed by the sounds but thankfully being the fact that it’s at the boardwalk and therefore off season, it wasn’t crowded. I kept it together.

I’ve been in bed since we got home a couple of hours ago. I had some stomach issues, which are happening quite often now, and I’m wondering if I am developing IBS. Im not interested in going to the dr though, I know there’s not much to do except figure out what foods trigger it and I already keep a food diary so I just have to keep a symptom diary as well and compare the two after a couple of months.

Im not looking forward to work tomorrow but I will be off on Tuesday in order to attend RS’s grandfather’s memorial service. And Friday at least the kids won’t be present. I’ll sit through the dumb meetings if there are any.

Next week is thanksgiving so I’ve got to do some rearranging in the chest freezer to make room for our turkey breast. We have some sides already. Really I just have to make the pie and apple crunch which I’ll do the night before. I hope I don’t forget the eggs in the pie like I did last year!