I have to prepare for my lessons and write e-mails about the next lessons to my students. I call these administrative tasks. I put sometimes a lot of time into preparing these e-mails. But, it is worth it.

I took a break yesterday and went out and about. I enjoyed my time off and went walking then ate at an All American Buffet. It was nice and not too expensive. I had a great time by myself. I feel ok and feel as if I rested. I am doing fine. I went out today also to do some chores. I was worried for a while about my situation. I am in a dead-end job with no possibility of advancement. I am doing ok but know I can't do this job until I die. I need to do something about my situation and will try to improve it. I am still thinking about whether or not to apply to grad school since I will incur a debt. But, I feel so far positive about it although I like my current dead-end job. I know I must remain productive, healthy, and happy. I feel good that I exercised a lot yesterday. It was fun. I am doing well and count my blessings. I sometimes want to go back to America. However, I came here because I could not find a job there. So, I am in the right place. I found freedom and independence here. I just need to go forward and improve my situation. I would love to return to America one day but know I probably won't be able to find a decent job until I improve my credentials and work experience. I will try to do my best with what I have. And, I will continue striving to do my best. I just can't believe about four years ago I was unable to work and take care of myself. So, baby steps in the right direction are working for me. I did not know what to expect here. But, so far all is well. Life could not be better. I'm healthy, stable, and doing well.