Day two without the Vraylar and I feel like absolute horseshit. This is what happens when your appointment with your med provider is on a Friday and the pharmacy is closed on weekends. I was up almost all night. I took 2mg valium so hopefully that'll at least ease the agitation part that wants to destroy myself from the outside in. Oh, and the vraylar needs a prior auth so I can't even go pick it up this morning and take it and go back to feeling one level less ******.

I am so done with the pharmacies/insurance companies, the symptoms, the withdrawals, the doctors, ...

My ED is kicking my @ss as well. It's probably got a part in driving my nasty moods.