I see what I was doing now with the monthly thing, like I explained in my email. It's understandable I think but maybe that's just me and you won't understand it at all and will just be pissed at me and think I was playing games. L, I truly hope you know that NONE of this has EVER been a game to me. My feelings are very real and very deep.


Perhaps a better idea would have been to schedule every 2 weeks but also set a definite end date.