But I've been given a clean bill of health, other than my anxiety disorder, by my psychiatrist. He is closing my file, and I will no longer have him as a psychiatrist. I can get my anti-anxiety meds from my family doctor.

My psychiatrist knows that the "symptoms" are gone now. He hasn't ever asked if I believed in these people. But he DOES know that I believed that they were torturing me in a way that I couldn't explain scientifically.

I don't know what to think. I have MEMORIES. They bother me some nights when I lay in bed and remember all that I've been put through. I can't handle that again if these people return.

So you are saying that you believe that I still am in the throes of psychosis because I believe in what I went through? I can't go on anti-psychotics again. I found that they caused a lot more harm then good.

I don't know what to think.