Felt depressed today. I decided to call my sister this morning. I was ended up sorry that I did. She made some remarks that were not very nice. Unfortunately, that's all I have in my life for now. Just her and my only friend; and they are both critical. I wish I could replace them but I'm not able to.

Also I'm feeling very depressed because my life seems to be lacking direction. I don't have much going for me and I seriously have to move out of where I live. It's like I have to "get out of Dodge".

Nothing much else to report about. It seems like there's so much depression and loneliness going around lately. Maybe it's the phase of the moon right now (it's almost full), I don't know. Something must be in the air to cause all of this funk for a lot of people right now! I wish that we can all get together and talk about all of this and see what kind of solutions that can come up.