Driving home from the vet this evening I looked out the car window and saw the moon shining brightly. Well, that did it. I started crying because I remembered that Christmas break you were out of town and we'd both thought of the other when looking at the moon. I was crying because I messed everything up. I cried all the way home. But I'm better now. It was cleansing, and good to get it out of my system. I do still want to talk about all of this on 12/10. Please don't cancel, even though I said in my email that I still feel like I should be stopping.