T: Why on earth is this bothering me so much? It is making me crazy and its only been 9 hours since we talked. How am I supposed to make it until 6 Wed night? I am convinced you are mad/going to have a boundary conversation with me on Wednesday, and I can't bear the thought of you being upset with me. I can NOT handle thinking people are upset with me. I need to resolve it now. But I just can not reach back out to you after all of this communication over the past 3 days. I think it will make my guilt and anxiety worse, no matter what you say. I think I need to see and hear it in person, no matter how hard it is. But...how on earth do you wait on such high anxiety and guilt?