Hi again, SandyWeb,
I was taking Klonopin at the same amounts as you. I also was unwilling to take anti psychotic meds. But luckily I finally tried it again. I didn't care about becoming a zombie, I was already a zombie and I just wanted not to care about it anymore.
I had no treatment team either, except for having started Abilify that summer. I think it would be a wonderful idea to see if you can keep them in your life. Posting on PC ( my support forums) is a good first step to keeping and finding a support team.
I am so glad that you are done with your torturers. I hope you'll stick around, maybe join us on roll call.
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