2 poems from me to you

What Fears Me the Most

My dear,
If you feel that this is darkness
Maybe you aught to climb within my tortured soul
Feel the wombs that has been left behind
Scars so deep you would not find your way back
Can you remember way back when?
The times that ailed your soul
If you feel that your heart has
Sorrowed so much pain, loss and greivance
Maybe you aught to climb the mountains
That has scarred my complete and utter being
For me was to love you whole heartedly
For what I have received in return
Was much worse, and undeserving
From A to Z
Beginning to end
So if your wondering what true darkness is
Uncover my secrets and you will find
What my undying love has cost me
and what fears me the most
For what little is left may not be enough
I can search the world through and through
but my answer is always the same