I got an 18 minute nap in. It was some strange trippy euphoric type of nap though. I remember falling asleep when my mom sent me a text and when I woke up 18 minutes had gone by according to the text. I haven’t tried moving around yet to see how I feel. I’m holding my phone with one hand and typing with my thumb. Maybe I need an Americana or something. I don’t know. Do I want to be unable to function all day or do I want a heart attack. Maybe I’ll finish off the sweet tea. The anxiety has for sure lessened since starting the visteril. I don’t feel the need for a second Valium and often I feel like doubling up right now.

I’m sitting up now which is progress. But I’m still pretty lethargic. I sent my doctor a message. I’m not sure what he can do. I finished the sweet tea but I’m not in the mood for coffee. I had a lot of tea. My hunger is decent today. I’m too tired to make anything for lunch so I’ll probably just grab another protein drink.