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Old Nov 16, 2021, 08:45 PM
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
I hate APs. I come off them,I get withdrawal effects and can’t tolerate it then go back on and repeat. If I would just stick it through the withdrawal effects.

I just can’t handle being agitated or paranoid. Idk what’s wrong with me. I should just deal with it till it goes away.
I know how terrible agitation can be... I went to the doctor with main problem 1. = Agitation, problem 2. = Depression. I was given kpins but they didn't help.. They mostly only help for anxiety. My psychiatrist said 3-4 months ago, "Use them for agitation" but he doesn't get.. Why?;

Agitation was my main problem for the longest I could remember.. We are lifeforms that feel PAIN. This explains schizophrenia well with the SCHIZ opioid theory;

I am that “schizophrenic genius” who someone made a post about the other day : slatestarcodex

I was a little agitated last night.. I spent hours watching Shameless. It's hard to binge watch things cuz I get thinking.. "Is everything on Netflix controlled by the elites?".. Then the news, all investments in the world mostly owned by BlackRock and Vanguard (Rockefeller).

I went to sleep.., and so, I woke up feeling very very good.. So if you can sleep well and often enough, THAT can help with withdrawals.

But importantly:, If you CAN'T withdraw right now (Like in the past), try again another time.. I do this with chems a lot.. It's hard to get off of phenibut - If my mood is too apathetic etc, I take the normal dose and then try again in a few weeks, months.. I've used it for 2-3 years and got off a few times - Good practice.

Don't worry.. You'll find peace. It will be relaxing and content feelings, no anxiety.. Spirituality/religion, meditation etc can help - It's the main thing for mental illness. I believe that schiz/bipolar can be a spiritual problem.. Think of all the Americans suffering right now - It was great, the ego.. But the spirit can only handle so much evil. Alcohol, fast food, mindlessness, manipulation, control, slavery = BORN mental illnesses that develop.

We are here as a symptom of a broken energy in time/space, to heal.
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Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird